:'(

i really really really want an aviator jacket aswell, and a varsity jacket. i have depressed myself now looking at these on websites knowing fully well i cannot buy them. 

i want too many things :/

i reaaaly want a new scarf, but i cant afford it and now i have fallen in love with this scarf and and really really want it. See i would be able to afford it (£14) if i had a job, but noooooooo, no-one wants to hire a 15 year old girl. 

j'adore choclit fingers........

right now it's choose-a-college season- and it is giving me a headache and i've only been to one college so far....

the problem is, the college of my choice is one of those snooty ones from a boys grammer school which only seems to take the boys from the school and private school girl snobs..........

which i think is unfair cos obviously means that the boys have a better chance cos girls couldn't of had the chance to go to the grammer school in the first place thus meaning that it is less than (roughly) a 320:80 chance of girls getting into the schools...NOT TAKING INTO ACCOUNT ALL THE POSH SNOBS FROM THE PRIVATE SCHOOLS WHICH WILL STEAL MY PLACE :S

anyhoo, as you may tell, i am not a very happy bunny about it...

but i'm never a very happy bunny about stuff :)

p.s. i love my irish farmer stalker. . .

the most inspired idea eveeerrrr!!!

me and my fellow pingu- worshiper holly thought of the best idea ever.... while we were trying to think of what to do for art :S

anyhoo, this seriously awesome idea is just a click away.....

http://icecreamandpingu.blogspot.com/2010_09_01_archive.html

love it!!!!

i hate art homework!!!

how the hell did i convince myself that taking art was a good idea???

we're suppose to of started our final pieces for one of the last of our coursework titles, and i have hardly done any of the research :S

and i would be getting on with it.... but i have no idea what i'm going to do every idea i have sounds dull...but this is like the worst title ever!! 'a sense of place and time'... scusa???? and seeing  nearly everyone else in my art class is doing all these arty and amazing and creative masterpieces juat makes me even more stressed out!!!

but lucky me... i have a 'special session' with my art teacher after school on tuesday..... joy. why won't tuesday come quicker. my heart aches....

autumnal equinox today, really interesting right?? I deduct that this means it's time to break out the dark nail varnish colours, the navy's, black's and deep purple's. 

Imagine if I went to school with this make-up on, pretty cool huh (:

devil....

well i know that may is supposed to do films... but this isn't really about the film. anyway, yesterday we went to see the film Devil which had just been released and we were in a cinema screen which was tiny and there are hardly any seats...

but anyhoo the film was about these people trapped in a lift and one of them was the devil who killed the others when the lights went out. and so i was reaalllyyy creeped out in there.... and when may left for a pee i was practically crapping myself- and through practically the whole of the stupid movie as there was practically NO ONE else at that screen and i could just see it turning into a similar situation....

in retrospect, the film wasn't that scary.

BUT WHEN YOU ARE CONVINCED THAT THE RANDOM FAT LADY BY HERSELF
WILL TURN TO DEVILISH CANNABILISM THEN YOU WILL FREAK OUT!!!!!

i'm crapping myself just looking at that...